2010-08-16 16:55

klausytis gyvenimo melodijos ir trupinėlio jo širdies plakimo

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Gera eiti vieškeliu namo, po susitikimo su juo. Gera girdėti, kaip pievose žiogai sučirškia paskutines vasaros dienų natas. Gera žinoti, kad rytoj ir vėl susitiksim. Gera bijoti paleisti tavo ranką. Gera kartu vaipytis prieš veidrodį ir smagiai kvatoti. Gera kartu sėdėti ant palangės jo namuose ir rūkyti. Gera valgyti ledus ir vienas kitą jais teplioti. Gera žiūrėti į jo akis ir akimirkai pamiršti tave supantį gyvenimą. Gera kartu žiūrėti siaubo filmą ir liepti vienas kitam nubėgti patikrint ar buto durys tikrai užrakintos. Gera kartu bijoti. Gera kartu tylėti. Eiti viena gatve ir tylėti. Stebėti vaikus, katiną ant tvoros, kalbančias bobutes, ir vis vien tylėti. Klausytis gyvenimo melodijos ir trupinėlio jo širdies plakimo. To užtenka. Vakare girdėti jo kvėpavimą ir žinoti, kad gali saugiai užmigti jo glėbyje. Gera pasitikėti. Gera žinoti, kad jis taip pat bijo prarasti, kaip ir aš. Gera kaip dovanoji man gėles. Gera žinoti, kad stengiesi dėl manęs, o aš sušikta užsispyrėlė ir tikrai ne visada tai įvertinu. Gera po susitikimo su tavimi bėgti nuo stotelės namo, nes vėluoji, o mama tikriausiai jau gerą pusvalandį laukia pasirėmusi į palangę. Tikrai gera. Nes dabar, kai mes kartu, aš jaučiu, kad pagaliau gyvenu.
Dievinu tas akimirkas, kai iškeli pavydo sceną ir nesikalbi, o po to tyliai prieini ir apkabinęs pasakai, kad beprotiškai mane myli. Dievinu, kai vaikiškai susirauki. Dievinu kai šypsaisi ir kai būni rimtas. Dievinu Tave ne dėl to koks tu esi su manimi, o dėl to, kokia aš esu su tavimi. Laiminga.

O Tave mylėti, tai tas pats lyg mylėti Saulę - gali džiaugtis jos spinduliais, šiluma… Bet jei per daug priartėsi - sudegsi… Aš pasimokiau, nes kadaise buvau nudegusi iki pat pirštų galiukų, skaudžiai… Pakartojimo nenorėčiau.

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  •   Keite
    2010-08-17 08:55

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